Everything is new!

Hello again!

When I created this blog I told myself that I will be blogging every so often but...jeng jeng jeng! I fail!

Ok so what is new right! haha..So new month, new things been going around with my life, 

new job, new annoying people in my life & hectic work life is back!

So now i am with TOM FORD!

It is the best thing in my entire career life to be with an amazing brand & UBER luxury not to forget that.

Everything is going on smoothly but as usual nothing in life is always wonderful! As usual some people at work is just being an ass.

I am not saying I have human interaction problem but some people tend to give me very bad vibes 

& all the things they do annoy or hurt me or others. So here it goes there is a china colleague of mine she is so annoying! but having say this she can be the most adorable person too but when she is on the sales floor my oh my! if she can have all the customers all to herself she will do that!

She will cut anyone off just like that! ANNOYING!!!!! My very 1st encounter was last week..

So I was serving 1 of my bosses wife when she interrupted than I let her be than she sold a dress to her,

me on the other hand sold a pair of shoes & a clutch my total bill was 7k++. Hers was only freaking 3k+.

It doesn't make sense for us to split! but what this girl was horrible, because she is very close to my ASM & she loves to act like baby! She purposely ask me in front of my ASM will I want to split the bill!

MY GOD!!!!

From that on I swear I will not let her cut me off anymore! I was so upset with her, I do understand that it is a nature of being sales but she shouldn't have done that at all. That is not cool at all BITCH!

So enough said about work. 

Moving forward to other update my baby brother yes my baby brother have been enlisted for NS! 

oh my he have grown up from AH BOY TO MAN! 

Time passes really fast, he was a baby to everyone of us, we protect him, babysit him & etc but now he is all grown up!

Time check 0920 I bet my mum is crying bucket loads right now, uh huh I am pretty sure. My mom being emotional self it is nothing unusal for us. I remember my another brother was enlisted for NS, OMG girl my mom cry like hell. Whenever he book in always my mom cried.

Sometimes it makes me think or rather I realise that my mom rarely cry about me, I think because I am too independent that is why. My mom didnt cry when I have to work in KL & etc. The only thing I remember she cried was on the day I got engage. That was the only time. It can be good & bad tho. I also realise my mom always called my other siblings when they are at work but rarely me. Oh well maybe cox I am very independent, having say this whenever i see a miss call from her it feels so odd too.

I mean lets be real she rarely calls me! So anyways I shall stop ranting about that.

So back to my brother story, so he is super excited that he will be reporting in today. I feel excited, nervous & everything for him! Cant wait to see him next week!

NEXT!

My wedding plans, as usual nothing is set as for now because MR H was being kind to plan for a joint wedding instead. Let's be real yes I really want a wedding but not a lavish wedding I dont want to spend much for the wedding & i can never afford for A wedding! MY GOD! the amount u have to pay is just so expensive it is so crazy.

Having say this nothing have yet to be confirm, he have yet to speak to his family for approval 

I do hope they agree to it really. Oh well as for now this are all the things that is going around right now.

Till than xoxo

Just keep moving forward

So it's like finally i have move on with my life. I finally left Sephora on the 16th jan omg! This is like the most awesome feeling ever however its kinda sad because im going to miss all my regulars & of cox the products too.
Having say this I will no longer have to do this "hi welcome. Thank u see u again. Any specific brand that u're looking for. How will u describe ur skin" the most ultimate ans I will always get is "I have sensitive skin but im not sure what am I sensitive too". Are u kidding me lady!!
Oh well those are the kinda stuff I always face at work not forgetting the walkie talkie that is strap to my body like almost half the time im at work! Pfft! moving forward I will definitely miss all my colleagues except for the lil doggie. All those time I had with them be it good or bad they will be lock in my memory & heart.

So anyways I celebrate my departure from Sephora by going to the beach with that lil princess. We had the most fantabulous time there, eating coconut ice cream & of cox not forgetting the burn & fish bitting sessions! Seriously we got bitten by this school of fishes like crazy! We were in the water swimming & screaming at the same time oh lord! We ended up with so many bumps but of cox since im abit more warmer & EXOTIC it cant really be seen but princess's was worst. She seems like she got attack by hungry mozzies! But I am all excited for this monday event...all of us going to MBS for a staycation actually its a farewell party for both sabrina & myself... pretty excited!!..

Till than xoxo

God answer my prayer

1st off HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me! 

Yup I turn sweet 26 years old yesterday! Oh my 4 more years to 30!!! Now I know what my sister is feeling!

Holy cow! But that aside, I must say I had the BEST BIRTHDAY ever!!

Reason being is that I finally got myself an ENGAGEMENT RING!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nothing fancy just a little diamond in the center its a white gold, I am exhilarated beyond said.

So we got into gold heart & I must say we did it very breezily. We chose the ring under 30 mins!

Yes 30 mins! Can you believe it?! Cox I don't.. well it is a lie if I say I don't believe it BECAUSE I merrily know what exactly I wanted for my engagement ring.

I was kinda indecisive I really love this particular ring than I saw another than I just cant decide. 

All thanks to the lady she make me come to a decision very quickly I must say. 

So I am not allow to put it on YET as we still have to wait for the proper event, where both family will meet up & discuss about the whole wedding thing & "POP" than I will put the ring on 

& I will be officially Mr H's FIANCE!!

SO that is when the real planning start, the wedding vendors, the photographer,the musics, the video, the venue, the theme OH MY! *dizzy spells*

But on the other part I am pretty positive that everything will go on smoothly & nothing to worry about *fingers cross*

However having say this I have already found my wedding band so far I am in love with this ring at Gold Heart too BUT I am not able to pose any of my rings be it engagement nor wedding band, I think it will be a jinx.

I guess not that I am sure of but that is what I hear from a lot of people. Oh well malay & their beliefs!

As for now I can only stare at the ring & hoping it will be soon that I can put it on.

There is this saying " Do not rush things just wait because god knows well if it is meant to be yours it will be yours without you having to push on it."

Till than xoxo

FIRST

There is always FIRST for everything. Take it upon for this time of my life for an instance, my FIRST  ever job in my entire career that i HATE the most! YES! U read it right that i HATE my job the most. Everyday at work im counting every hour & every min just to knock off.
I've try to be positive about it but it didnt last me even for a min. U see my work place, the entire work place is swarmp with ppl that are hypocrites,backstabbers, the divas, the one that loooovvveee to lick balls,the one that just simply think that she's perfect & the gossip girls. Seriously! I dont need this in my life! The only reason im holding on cox of my wedding & my beautiful dream house. I dont remember how many times i've bug, rant & cry on mr H shoulder & ears! *Thank u love* He is the only person that i trust & i know i can show my weakness.
It's like a battle at work everyday, the negative energy that u get from the negative ppl is just so much.
Just yesterday i had a quite bitter argument with my colleague. Seriously if it is my mistake i wouldn't mind own up im not those sort who feel very ego & ashame to just say it out loud that I AM AT FUCKING FAULT. I mean really if its ur fault pls say its ur fault dont blame it on me. Really why the hell will u do that. I know once i feel bored & feel like dragging myself to work i know its a call to change my job,i just cant wait to have a new job cox im getting sick to my stomach with my current job.
See the ppl here & let me highlight it the entire ppl here backstab & alot more which i bet no one will want to know. Every store u go its the same no diff but i must say my current place is alot more better but nevertheless it is still mess up.

Guess what! Tommorrow there is a D&D oh holy cow! Did i mention that i Hate it, i swear in the name of god i am so dragging myself to that event. I can picture it in my mind how plastic they will be & i bet i will see all those faces that i wish i can get away from. Nevertheless i have a fantastic stratergy! To leave by 9pm sharp! Uh huh 9pm! I dont give a shit to the lucky draw & all. For all i care i just want to get away from all of them.
Giggling away while typing this but it really remind me of devil wear prada..how Anna hate so much just to go to work & meet her colleagues. I am just in the same exact situation like her! Hehe

Anyway lets just hope today will pass thru really quick & breezy!

                                 Till than xoxo

Really cox it seem very opposite!

Here I am typing away while on the way to work. I just have to vent it out & raise my worries & to sort out my train of thoughts.

From what i've learnt & understand from religious discussions, that every men duty is to protect women.
However in a new generation like now more men tend to be abusive to the women. Often people think that being abusive means to literally lay a finger on a woman. However it can also mean the words u hurled on women. It means vulgaraties, criticisim & etc. See that whole some up to ABUSIVE!
I personally feel often men take things for granted just because the women seem submissive to all their wants & need they think its ok to abuse us the women. However I do know that there are women who dont deserve to be treat in a nice way for what they have done & etc. But we the majority feel that we deserve every right to be treated like a queen (not saying that we have to be treated like goddess), to be treated with full of respect & dignity.

Men men men u're suppose to help us,to protect us, to guide us but not to abuse us. We women can be very kind & soft but dont take us for granted! No wonder there are women who refuse to get married because they know they can be abuse in all sort of ways. So the next time u men come across a woman who refuse to commit, ask ur species of men what u can do to make things better for us women.

"Never take things for granted or u may lose them forever"

Till than xoxo

Report in S.I.C.K

So here I am, down with fever & not forgetting 0 voice.

Feel just like yesterday I had my tonsil remove! Oh my! never will I want to go thru that again.

It is so traumatizing & of cause not a pleasant memory.

I remember going to a movie with H, we were buying movie tickets & I remember he was asking me something and I replied to him in sign language. The girl literally thought that H is dating a mute girl! I remember I cried bucket loads after that.

But today is different, I am down with viral infection! Well as expected every time I lost my voice i'm pretty definite I've been attack by this monster (viral infection).

Anyways having say that I really don't like this company doctor of mine. This is like my 2nd visit, I realize that he didn't even check me thoroughly, seriously are u kidding me!

He barely even hear my breathing & prescribe me to ridiculous bunch loads of medicine.

Disappointed enough, so I did a mental note to myself never to go to the same doctor again.

My aunt on the other side being so sweet, she bought me "tao huay" & fillet o fish.

Yes fillet o fish, I know I can't have any of that but really I cant help it so anyways after my medicine have pass out from my system I decide to blog.

So here I am sitting in front of my laptop & typing away. So I came across this blogger Nura J, well she is a very popular actress, TV presenter, teacher & etc. 

I am always very impress & addicted with her blog, YES! addicted! I am very impress with her on how she brought up her daughter & the bond that she have with her daughter is so INCREDIBLE!

I love the way she communicate with her daughter & how they keep the friendship mother daughter relationship. 

She inspired me to be a fantastic mum,if ever I have a child/children I will want to educate and mold my child/ children to be like hers!

On the other side how I wish my parents could be just like her & her hubby. The bond that they have is so phenomenal!

I kept bugging H about my dreams for our kids (must have dreams mah!), the schools I want my kids to go to, the kind of CCA I want my to kids to have and the different kind of hobbies I want them to have. 

Every time after he listen to me yanking away he will give me this perfect quote of his "u think we're rich. I want to give freedom to my kids on what they want to learn & etc"

That is when I will just shut up & with the sulking face I  try to convince him with my dreams..

which of cox doesn't work at all hahahah!

Anyways having say this I know most of the time I scare H with my big dreams. Well Mr H I know I can sound crazy with my big dreams but I really hope u will still consider about it. Puuuhhhllleassse!

But of cox I will not burn ur pocket! *secretly I think I will* hahaha

But our 1st plan not to have kids our 1st plan will be our marriage! Can't wait for tomorrow, we will be reviewing our vendors!

Till than xoxo

Planning & Inspiration

Ok! So here I am on my 2nd last day of my leave trying to brainstorm, finding inspiration for my wedding day.

When I come across something lovely

When I realise that it is quite very typical malay wedding 

I just want a modern, rustic english wedding, which my mum just don't seem to understand. She kept on saying why not u try to make it more elegant. "Elegant" in her term mean very traditional, with loads of golds and fake flowers!

Uh huh never! 

I just want a perfect,simple yet elegant malay wedding. I don't want it to be so "drama mama" over the top kinda wedding. I don't fancy any of that. I just want as simple as this..

Yup this is what I really want, simple,elegant,modern and rustic!

This is the wedding decor i LOVE SO MUCH !! It is from Isswedding. 

They have the most fantabulous touch. 

Thank god my partner also have the same mindset as me, that way it make our plans flow much easier.

And yes as much as we want to do a join wedding, we cant due to his dad request but I am totally fine with that.

I guess the good point of not doing a join wedding, we dont have to rush like mad! And yes like my dad request to do 2 days event. Y E S! I have no choice but to adhere to it because when my dad went thru the cons of doing 1 day event, it doesn't seem to be convenient for all of us including me!

Smart dad! 

So thinking of venue wise now, I have loads in my mind.

At 1 point I wanted to do my wedding at a restaurant but when I heard about the charges 

So no wedding at restaurant

Than I wanted a wedding at by the beach but when I think about the comfort of everyone at the event 

I change my mind, imagine the hot sun and salty wind. I am 100% sure everyone will be cursing and swearing.

So no wedding by the beach

Than I was thinking of having my wedding held at the mosque.

However when my dad heard about it, he didn't agree with it. Well let's be honest the newer generation (same goes to me) sometimes forget that they're at certain event. I will be dead if they decide to turn up with a tube dresses and etc.

So no wedding at the mosque

So that leave me with a void deck wedding but not really void deck its multi purpose hall wedding than.

I guess that is the most convenient location for everyone.

Now settling with the invitation card also can be a problem! 

My parents think its the best to have it printed in malay and englsih but really why cant I just have it in ENGLISH!

The last time my cousin had some arabic words written on the card my uncle make a big fuss out of it!

REALLY??!!

I am only 2% in the process of planning for my wedding, I cant imagine if I am 20% in the proceess.

I guess there will be loads of objection and trying to please session!

But whatever it is I will be able to overcome all of the hurdles! I am pretty positive! 

Ok till than xoxo